the question was posed.
i waited.
the answer is still unknown.
did i miss it?
did i hear it and ignore it?
can you just say it again?
louder this time?
i don't know what you want me to do.
i don't even know what i want to do.
another day, another day, another day...
this can't be it.
there has to be more.
i've come to the end but i can't see the next beginning.
i see other people's beginnings, but not my own.
i see the tv.
i see my own reflection.
i see her and him and them and it.
i don't see You.
i haven't seen you in a long time.
have i been looking?
i'm looking now.
i still don't see you.
not for me...